p/s : SaieBudakkSedeyhh .

Banyakkkk sgt bene yangg ako dapat . Thanks . tp skangg ubgn ako a trgantungg . ako byak sgt prob skang . Ya Allahh , Tabahkanlahh haty hambaMu iniee . pah satu-satu mslh timbull .


p/s : Budakk niee skangg tgh sedehh . Yes ,sedehh sgt2 . tp ako Redha ngan sume nie .

Aako tau ako takkk Sempurne macam korangg tp Sempurna boley buad kite hurt jugak .

xleyy nokk oyakk gapoo . seehh sgt2 . . Sory . Out .

unbelieved memoriable :'( SaddNess .

When de world turns dark , n de rain quietly falls , everythims is stiil , even 2day, without a doubt ,i cant get out it ,i csn get out from de thoughts of u , now i know dat its de end , i know dat ist all just foolishness,now i know dat its not true, i am just dssapoind in myself for not being able to get a hold of u because of dat pride ,on de rainy days u come and fing me ,torturg me through de night ,when de rains starts to stop,u follow ,slowly little by little u will stop as well , since de rain is falling , i think i might fall as well .dis doesn't mean dat i miss u ,no it doesnt mean dat , it just mean dat de time we had together was a bit sharp,when its de type of day dat u relly liked, i keep openg de raw of memories of u , making de excuse dat its all memories, i take a step forward ,i dont even make de effort tp escape ,now i erased all of you, i emptied out all of u ,but when de rains falls again , all de memories of you i hid with effort,it all comes back ,it must be looking fou u , on de rainy day u come and find me , 2 u ,now there is no path 4 me to return at ur hepi face ,i will still try to laugh since i was de one,without de strength to stop u ,what can i do about something dat really endded ? ? i'm just regreting after like de stupid fool i am ,rain always falls so it willrepeat again ,dats when i will stop as well .


on 15th Jully 2011,
at 19;08;14




I still cant forget you ,still cant trust everythim ,even today i can't send you away like dis ,i will rewrite it again , Our stori will not end , i will bury de fact dat reality is seeping into my skin for now , i rewrite it once again , de start beginning with u and i smilling hepily , in case u will leave me , de background is a small room wihout an exit ,kiss u as it there is nothim wrong , i can't leave ur sweet presence , there is no such thing as an end 4 us , like dis again fiction in fiction , i can't forget u in fiction , i am eritting de story dat will never end im my heart ,i will ho9ld on 2 u in fiction ,i wont let u go infiction , even today ,i'm still in de story of u and i dat hasn't ended in fiction , right now there are only hepy stories here ,de very hepy stories of just de two of us , different from reality ,is written here, its slowly filling up , i run towards u and embrace u ,i cantnever let u go from my embrance , i cant ,i cant , there is no such thing as an end 4 us , i will say dis again , one more time , right now u are next 2 me , i'm believing dat bu fiction , i'm de writter who lost his purpose de end of dis novel , how am i supposed 2 write it ,everythim is fiction , Iloveyou,ilovu,ilovu,evrythim is fiction ,i keep writting these three words ,setting de warn out ,pen on de old paper stained in tears ,dis story cant be heppy or sad , it is all just a wish still, i'm heppy just in ficion ,we are together just in fiction , now is de start juz in fiction , There is no end in Fiction :'(


on 10th August 2011
at 01;25;06

STARTING , I have problem With My Belover :'(

p/s : Thanks For This Massage , Dear .
However , u still in my heart .u will never be removed . Thanks for being by my side .

soryy ta sempat na post , da semakin suntuk mase . nie pungg bukan laa pe , bukan la jiwang or pe , ni just luahan aty ako . nie kan blogg aku , so terpulang kt aku na taip ape an ? Act , i have a lot of problem . macamm macamm asalah yang timbul . brtimbun timbun macam buku lam library pplak rase . Camner laaa aku na hadapi sume nie . Please God , Helpme . arghhhh ! manyak lagi lau na ikot nafsu ni , sume bende na taip tp esop kene bgun sahur pulak . nti ako xbgun . Hoho ~

So , Selamat Berpuase and Menunaikan solat terawihh tao .

I'm Totally Not Perfect =.=

hello hello ! nie blog ako kan ? so , suke haty ak lar nk tulis pe pom . Lau korang rase tak suke , boley agkat kaky jalan laa . (:

First , nothing on me ! (:
* full name ako , Nik Fatin Farhanah .
* candidate SPM 2011
* Yes , I only Love Who Love me .
100 THINGS ABOUT ME -,-'
* WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: buad addmath =.=
2. Last phone call: classmate
3. Last text message: ngan amer =.= Love .
4. Last song you listened to: zizan - Masa Lalu
Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me
5. Last time you cried: semalam =.=
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: ever
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: mayb but its over .
9. Lost someone special : Yes . obsutely (T.T)
10. Been depressed: OFCORSE
11. Been drunk and threw up: ta pena n Takkan ~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. putih
13. pink .
14. merah .

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: same byak yg pegi !
16. Fallen in love: -, not serious most (,)
17. Laughed until you cried:yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yup :D
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yaaa ! Untong lah ~
20. Found out someone was talking bad about you : Pernah! Haha XD .pucat jer ako tgok dea ! . Menyampah betull ~
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: most Never ;P

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Half kot . Eh ! Tah .not sure (: ~
23. How many kids do you want?:due . sepasang .
24. Do you have any pets:ada . kucim sayang sya. -,-
25. Do you want to change your name: no mood ~
26. What did you do for your last birthday: dorang bagi katak ?
27. What time did you wake up?: Hehe ! Ta same evryday =='
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for?: love . ngehahaha
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Sekarang pun ade dpn mate :D
32. What are you listening to right now: somebody was you =.= .
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Ta penah =='
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?:my chemistry . wahh . dupp dap !
35. Most visited webpage: Belog
36.Whats your real name: nik fatin farhanah
37. Nicknames: tem , 10 , temtem , ngoh , nik , atem comey ,
38. Relationship Status: not sure (:
39. Zodiac sign:aquarius
40. Male or female?: ofcourse F
41. Primary School?: sk . seri wkaf bhru :P
42. High School?: sk .men .wkaf bhru . bese bese jer -.-
43. College?: Belum jejak lagii ~
44. Hair color: Wane hitam
45. Long or short: long tp entah kalo tmbah pnjg lagih ~
46. Height: 174cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Ada ! huh . ta pyah tao la
48: What do you like about yourself: ako suke pe yang ako ade skang:D
49. Piercings: Ap mksdnye ? ~
50: Tattoos: Tanak tanak !
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: perot ako kne bedah .
53. First piercing: Tak penah .
54. First best friend: bayak la . ashi , mecla, pu3 ,yus . since darjah tige
55. First sport you joined: jogathon ngan downg . ako letih gle beb -.-
56. First vacation: kuching mayb . mase ako year 3 ,1st ako g sane ==
57. First pair of trainers: TAK PAHAM :D

RIGHT NOW
58. Eating:bnyk mkn ~
59. Drinking: milos jer
60. I'm about to: try to go back to my bed
61. Listening to: song n lappy
62. Waiting for: Msj dari sape ?
63. I'm feeling: Bored ==' + tension + frustrated !--

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: mestilaa..nak ramai2 baru meriah :P
65. Get married?: naklah
66. Career : ade2 sgt besr kejaya nim .

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lips , 8cm bila senyum , wee
68. Hugs or kisses: Duedue :P
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter .
70. Older or Younger: Younger .
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic .soetimes . :D
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Duedue :D
73. Sensitive or loud: taff =.=
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: tm la
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Uih . Mne ade kott~
77. Danced in the rain: Yeh ! Time sekolah rendah :D ( dgn mmbe )
78. Lost contacts: Haah~
79. Sex on first date: hehehe ade byk .dlu jer aku kn budk romentic
80. Broken someone's heart: Ya.Sorry.Tak Sengaja .
81. Had your own heart broken: NOW PLAYING ~~
83. Turned someone down: banyak kali
84. Cried when someone died: errr !
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes . Kecik hati ;( Lot !

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Boleh lah ~
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: Tak !
91. Kiss on the first date: aww~ No .
92. Angels: Yes *kot ~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Tak . Saya setia . Haha XD
95. Did you sing today?: Wajib . dah mnjadi rutin . Haha :D
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Pernah . Tpi terpaksa . Tipu sunat .sory. Hee ~
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: pde mse aku mule2 lafs aku cinte dier ari jumaat tuh !
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Just fine :D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: takot gilaa ! . tp ako ta boley kcewekan org len hnye cbb dea tuf !
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: tataoo ~ tade haty . i am who i am ! I dont care ! -.-'