unbelieved memoriable :'( SaddNess .

When de world turns dark , n de rain quietly falls , everythims is stiil , even 2day, without a doubt ,i cant get out it ,i csn get out from de thoughts of u , now i know dat its de end , i know dat ist all just foolishness,now i know dat its not true, i am just dssapoind in myself for not being able to get a hold of u because of dat pride ,on de rainy days u come and fing me ,torturg me through de night ,when de rains starts to stop,u follow ,slowly little by little u will stop as well , since de rain is falling , i think i might fall as well .dis doesn't mean dat i miss u ,no it doesnt mean dat , it just mean dat de time we had together was a bit sharp,when its de type of day dat u relly liked, i keep openg de raw of memories of u , making de excuse dat its all memories, i take a step forward ,i dont even make de effort tp escape ,now i erased all of you, i emptied out all of u ,but when de rains falls again , all de memories of you i hid with effort,it all comes back ,it must be looking fou u , on de rainy day u come and find me , 2 u ,now there is no path 4 me to return at ur hepi face ,i will still try to laugh since i was de one,without de strength to stop u ,what can i do about something dat really endded ? ? i'm just regreting after like de stupid fool i am ,rain always falls so it willrepeat again ,dats when i will stop as well .


on 15th Jully 2011,
at 19;08;14




I still cant forget you ,still cant trust everythim ,even today i can't send you away like dis ,i will rewrite it again , Our stori will not end , i will bury de fact dat reality is seeping into my skin for now , i rewrite it once again , de start beginning with u and i smilling hepily , in case u will leave me , de background is a small room wihout an exit ,kiss u as it there is nothim wrong , i can't leave ur sweet presence , there is no such thing as an end 4 us , like dis again fiction in fiction , i can't forget u in fiction , i am eritting de story dat will never end im my heart ,i will ho9ld on 2 u in fiction ,i wont let u go infiction , even today ,i'm still in de story of u and i dat hasn't ended in fiction , right now there are only hepy stories here ,de very hepy stories of just de two of us , different from reality ,is written here, its slowly filling up , i run towards u and embrace u ,i cantnever let u go from my embrance , i cant ,i cant , there is no such thing as an end 4 us , i will say dis again , one more time , right now u are next 2 me , i'm believing dat bu fiction , i'm de writter who lost his purpose de end of dis novel , how am i supposed 2 write it ,everythim is fiction , Iloveyou,ilovu,ilovu,evrythim is fiction ,i keep writting these three words ,setting de warn out ,pen on de old paper stained in tears ,dis story cant be heppy or sad , it is all just a wish still, i'm heppy just in ficion ,we are together just in fiction , now is de start juz in fiction , There is no end in Fiction :'(


on 10th August 2011
at 01;25;06

STARTING , I have problem With My Belover :'(

p/s : Thanks For This Massage , Dear .
However , u still in my heart .u will never be removed . Thanks for being by my side .

soryy ta sempat na post , da semakin suntuk mase . nie pungg bukan laa pe , bukan la jiwang or pe , ni just luahan aty ako . nie kan blogg aku , so terpulang kt aku na taip ape an ? Act , i have a lot of problem . macamm macamm asalah yang timbul . brtimbun timbun macam buku lam library pplak rase . Camner laaa aku na hadapi sume nie . Please God , Helpme . arghhhh ! manyak lagi lau na ikot nafsu ni , sume bende na taip tp esop kene bgun sahur pulak . nti ako xbgun . Hoho ~

So , Selamat Berpuase and Menunaikan solat terawihh tao .